A week out on the rez, oh my goodness. I’m gonna miss my Gandalf so much. And I don’t even know if I’d be able to handle being on the rez for that long. But I do need to get away for a while. I need fresh air and time with family. I just don’t want to be the outcast. But I’m going with a positive attitude.
Plus I wanna go to the revival and get blessed and prayed apon.
I also wanna take photos and remember where I come from.
Kinda like Turquoise Rose.
Another friend from high school hit me up the other day.
He’s interested in me and I’m like “Why now?”
Because I lost weight and now I know how to put make up on? Because I am inked and have piercings?
Idk it’s crazy.
I’ve known him since we were in junior high together. We went to church together. He’s like a brother, but not.
Idk it’s weird hearing him flirt with me.
And he wants to hook up and I’m like “Ummmmm idk”
He’s gonna be here in two weeks and I’m freaking out. I mean idk. When we were younger I did like him. And he’s grown into a fine man.
I suppose we’ll just have to wait and see what happens.
It’s just really weird.
From 7th grade up to 12th, I’ve went to school with him. I sat next to him at our graduation.
Spent every summer and Christmas break going to church camp or some kind of church function.