Never been a fan of getting high.
Always freaked out too much.
And thought I’d die in my sleep.
Kinda how I feel right now.
I have 5 more left and I’ve decided not to take them.
Just gonna stick to my antibiotics.
And regular tylenol.
Feel out of it right now. And I don’t like it.
Sucks because I’m tired and would like to fall asleep now.
I don’t understand how my ex could pop 3 or 4 of these at a time and like the high.
Well, I never understood most of the things she’s done. Or continues to do.
2 nights ago I unfriended her from Facebook and deleted her numbers from my phone. I really don’t need a constant reminder of the past year and all that she’s put me through. From my point of view, she may be clean and sober, but that’s only because she’s has to be. She’s in a halfway house that keeps a strict eye on her. But as soon as she gets out she’s going to use. It’s just a matter of time. I mean, she has all her tweaker friends from here on her Facebook. And in my opinion, if you want to change and live a life of sobriety you need to burn all ties from those who will bring you down. My ex was one who was easily persuaded to do things. She had no backbone. It sucks that I speak of her life this but it’s true.
Which is why I had to burn my ties with her. For me, I need to continue to move forward. And I wish her all the best in life. But remaining friends is not a good idea.
Sorry, this post was suppose to be about my reaction to my Hydrocodones. But yeah, not for me so I’m gonna stop taking them.
I’m a puss. Not really in that much pain.
To my followers.
I haven’t been in the best blogging mood lately.
My meds get me tired and I don’t go online as much.
Please give me time to heal and I’ll be back to normal soon.
I would love some asks. Or anons.